My shit. Yo.

I made him tacos with rice and gandules last night for dinner.  All really simple to make.  He told me he was surprised that it was as good as it was (which I didnt find surprising as I am not exactly what one would call domestic, and the fact that I *can* cook is a bit of a secret)  When I asked him why, he said: “Because, you are so good at everything else there has to be something you are bad at” …and he meant that folks.  To me, that just screams “cheesy” “you cant possibly mean that” but he genuinely meant it..  Sometimes he says things like that to me…things that are so sweet, and so genuine that because of all the past shit Ive heard from people I call “bullshit”.  I hurt his feelings, and then I feel bad.  Maybe, just maybe I need to let my guard down.  I think he might be worth taking the chance.

I wish normal relationships weren’t such a foreign concept to me.  Im sure there are books for that.